Album Name

They never leave their wives

Artist

Maria Mena

Genre

POP

Release Date

2020.10.23

Release Agency

Sony Music

It's not like I chose this
I was not given a choice
In a room full of stories
Mine was just another voice
How does she do it
Without making any sound
I cry after hours
And scream
when no one is around
Here comes a battle
Here's another uphill climb
So strap on some courage
You should be well
prepared this time
Just because I'm still standing
Just because I have survived
Doesn't mean I don't get scared
Or wanna give up every time
'Cause I don't feel like
being strong today
I wanna fall apart sometimes
I wanna break
Next time they ask
I'll tell the truth and I'll say
That I'm not ok
That I'm not ok
I don't feel like carrying
all this weight
Or being broken around
those who can't relate
Next time they ask
I'll tell the truth and I'll say
That I'm not ok
That I'm not
After he left us
After everything went dark
She's all that matters
She's my only little spark
It's not like I don't want to
Stay in bed never leave home
But if I don't do it
Chances are it won't get done
'Cause I don't feel like
being strong today
I wanna fall apart sometimes
I wanna break
Next time they ask
I'll tell the truth and I'll say
That I'm not ok
That I'm not ok
I don't feel like carrying
all this weight
Or being broken around
those who can't relate
Next time they ask
I'll tell the truth and I'll say
That I'm not ok
That I'm not ok ohh
That I'm not ok
That I'm not ok ohh
That I'm not ok
I'm not ok
Oh I'm not ok
Ohh
I'm not ok ohh
Oh ohh
God gives His toughest
Battles to the strongest ones
That He built out of courage
In the image of His only son
And I am a soldier
I can take the whole world on
So watch as I fight this
And give your praise
once I have won