Album Name

The Search

Artist

NF

Genre

랩/힙합

Release Date

2019.07.26

Release Agency

Universal Music Group

Yeah growing up yeah
Know a lot
but I don't know enough
What you doin' here
Why you even showin' up Yeah
Showin' up for tryna show me love
Why you look confused
like you don't really know
what's up Yeah
Why you always tryna judge
I know who you are yeah
Why you tryna tryna front Yeah
I am not the man I was look
Ayy made me a promise
I just hope you keep it
I don't like to get involved
with things I don't believe in
I don't like to hang with people
I don't trust to speak with
If you tell me that you mean it
then I hope you mean it
Yeah feel like
I don't deserve you
when I hurt your feelings
I'm vulnerable you got the keys
to open all my secrets
You've always been there
when I'm low
to help pick up the pieces
I know I act like
I don't need you yet
but lately I've been thinking
Yeah lately I've been thinking
Yeah yeah I have been thinking
Yeah I have been thinking
Yeah I wish that I was optimistic
I wish that
I could trust my intuition
To most negative thinking
makes you a pessimist but
To me negative thinking means
I'm just realistic
That's how I feel
ain't that a twisted view
Claim that I don't care
what people think
but is that really true
Those the type of questions
that I struggle with
That's the type of thing
to keep me up at night
Wondering
I wonder if the pressure
I've been under is
too much on my shoulders
Who gon' care when this all fades
I turn gray and get older
Yeah that's the type of thing
that I don't wanna answer
But just 'cause I don't wanna do
it don't mean I don't have to
See these are lessons
that you learn in life
And we only get one of 'em
hope I'm learning right
I know that everything comes
with a price
Yeah yeah everything comes
with a price
Y'all got no clue
what I have sacrificed
And lately I've been thinking
Yeah lately I've been thinking
Yeah yeah I have been thinking
Yeah I have been thinking
I have been thinking