Album Name

Fighting Demons

Artist

Juice WRLD

Genre

랩/힙합

Release Date

2021.12.10

Release Agency

Universal Music Group

I think once
I took my first Vicodin
it was just like
this feeling of Ahh
You know like everything
was not only mellow
but didn't feel any pain
It just didn't
it just kind of numbed things
I don't know at what point exactly
it started to be a problem
I just remember likin' it
more and more
People tried to tell me
that I had a problem
I would say Get that fuckin'
person out of here
I can't believe they said
that shit to me they know nothin'
about my fuckin' life
are they out
of their fuckin' mind
I'm not out there shootin' heroin
I'm not out there fuckin'
you know
puttin' coke up my nose
I'm not smokin' crack
You're struggling
with the argument of
Do you have a problem
or do you not have a problem
Can you control it
or can you not
And I literally thought
I could control it
You're taking things
that people are giving you that
you don't even know
what the fuck they are
They look like a pill
and they look-
they're shaped like
something that you take
so you take it you know
Xanax Valium tomato-tomato
You know what I mean
It's th-the same thing
it's all in the same family
fuck it take it
Had I had got to the hospital
about two hours later
I would've died
My organs were
shutting down my liver
kidneys everything
They were gonna
have to put me on dialysis
they didn't think
I was gonna make it
My bottom was gonna be death
within a month
I had relapsed
And shot right
back up to the same
amount of pills that I was taking
I remember just walking around
my house and thinking
every single day
like I'm gonna fucking die like
I'm-I'm looking at my kids
and I need to be here for this
Coming off of everything
I literally was up
twenty-four hours
a day for three weeks straight
And I mean not sleeping
not even nodding
off for a fucking minute
Like I was literally just up
like looking at the TV
I had to regain motor skills
I had to regain talking skills
It's been a-a learning process
like
it's been I'm growing
I just couldn't believe
that anybody
could ever be naturally happy
or naturally function
or be just enjoying life
in general
without being on something
So I would say that t-to anybody
that i-it does get better
you know
It just- it does