Album Name

Suicidol

Artist

매드맨즈 에스프리

Genre

록/메탈

Release Date

2019.02.18

Release Agency

왓챠뮤직퍼블리싱

I didn't ask to be born
But I am terrified to die
as much as I am terrified of life
Give me a reason to live
To justify these marks
of worthless existence
that I glorify
It's not going to be okay
I’m your idol
Your suicidol
I am the one who fills your void
Now come sing with me
Your ideal
You’re suicidal
Nothing would save us
from this life
Now come scream with me
You wanted to love this world
But what's left is the hatred
towards yourself
In fact you've been realizing
that there's no meaning
Reenact your death
embrace the emptiness
Open up the gate of flesh
reality is cold and cruel
Is it comforting a little bit
in the madness
you are drenched in

It's not that I adore death
It's just that I despise life
I still love you
I just could not love myself
anymore
I’m your idol
Your suicidol
I am the one who fills your void
Now come sing with me
Your ideal
You’re suicidal
Nothing would save us
from this life
Now come scream with me
The world is full of misery
there's no hope in sight
You're trying
over and over again
to pull yourself up
a little higher
But you're only falling lower
and lower again
Until you're completely
drained out
I know how you feel
don't cry anymore
It will all end soon
Because I will die instead of you

Open up the gate of flesh
your ideal is too far to reach
Is it comforting a little bit
in the madness
you're drenched in