Album Name

Kamikaze

Artist

Eminem

Genre

랩/힙합

Release Date

2018.08.31

Release Agency

Universal Music Group

Its 2002 everything was totally new
We were globally huge
Watching sales go through the roof
We wrote and we viewed it
Runyon Avenue soldiers included
A multitude of homies
who would bounce for
no good excuse
We were so bulletproof wrote
souped and soaked in our youth
Thought we was running
shit till we lost the sole of our shoe
The death of Doody
broke us in two
We were thrown for a loop
ain't none of us know what to do
And at the time I was going
through my own struggles too
So I wasn't in no condition
to be coaching us through
Everyone tried to go solo
really nobody blew
I was hoping they do
so I ain't have to shoulder
the group
The plan was put everyone
in position so that they knew
How to stand on they own
and I don't want
to open up wounds
I just noticed the oomf was
gone when we go in the booth
Cause the truth is the moment
that Proof died
so did the group
If I could leave this world behind
I could open up my eyes
and walk in a straight line
Turn to the river with you
Help me leave this all behind
I'ma wash away my sins
I'ma rinse away this dirt
I forgot to make amends
To all the friends I may have hurt
I better stop and say my grace
From that I pray that I don't fall
'Cause on the way back down I may
May end up running
back into them all
I never meant to use
you all as my stepping stones

It was never the same
and it's bothered me since
And the farther we drift
apart the more awkward it gets
The more time goes by
the more life happens
And we gotta be men
we got responsibilities
Plus we don't say how we feel
and I feel like this is what got us in
The debacle we're in
been with you guys thick and thin
But it's almost as if sometimes
we're not even friends
Which reminded me Biz
Rockstar was the shit
Y'all could've got you a hit
without me on the shit
If you've put D12 on it
wish I could've did
More than try talking
you into coming up off of it
I know it wasn't my fault
but part of it probably is
I think of all of the trips
to BET and the rappers
I wish that we would've
politicked with
Maybe y'all coulda clicked
and got you some features
But that's water under the bridge
But I'm washing my sins
in it till my concious is clear
If I could leave
this world behind
I could open up my eyes
and walk in a straight line
Turn to the river with you
Help me leave this all behind
I'ma wash away my sins
I'ma rinse away this dirt
I forgot to make amends
To all the friends I may have hurt
I better stop and say my grace
From that I pray that I don't fall
'Cause on the way back down I may
May end up running
back into them all
I never meant to use you
all as my stepping stones

Bacardi in hand
Never thought
the party would end
One minute you're bodyin' shit
but then your audience splits
You can already sense
the climate is starting to shift
To these kids you
no longer exist
Went from rainin' cats
and dogs in this bitch
To tiny drops full of drips
And by the time your reign is over
you'll hardly be missed
You start thinkin' of
all the artists you gift
All the carnage you left
Is this the kinda karma you get
For turning your
fuckin' back on Bizzy
Kuniva and Swift
A Freudian slip
Subconsciously I honestly wished
I ain't feel so much guilt
and y'all didn't harbor resentment
But it's hard to pretend
that y'all ain't got none of this
Wish I had words
But I guess they're just
ownin' for this
Still my point is
I just can't say how sorry I am
This is not how I planned
for our story to end
I love all of you men
But I just can't be the guy
Everybody depends
on for entire careers
'Cause that's not even fair
I will always be here
But that spark isn't there
And I don't know how to
recapture that time and that air
I've tried hearkening back to
But I'm fighting for air
I'm barely charting myself
Feels like I'm under the sink
But it was not my intent
To treat y'all like
a stepping stone
Though I ain't left no one behind
But we been down every road
Done all we possibly can
I know we kept up our hopes
But the longer we spend
livin' this lie that we live
The less is left for closure
so let's let this go
It's not goodbye to our friendship
but D12 is over
I'ma wash away my sins
I'ma rinse away this dirt
I forgot to make amends
To all the friends I may have hurt
I better stop and say my grace
From that I pray that I don't fall
'Cause on the way back down I may
May end up running
back into them all
I never meant to use you
all as my stepping stones
I never meant to make you
feel like my stepping stones
I never meant to use you all
for my stepping stones