Album Name

Relapse: Refill

Artist

Eminem

Genre

랩/힙합

Release Date

2009.12.21

Release Agency

Universal Music Group

Deja Vu - Eminem
As I fall deeper
into a manic state
I'm a prime candidate
for the gene to receive the drug
addict traits
Blood pressure climbs
at a dramatic rate
I seem to gravitate
to the bottle of Ny
Quil then I salivate
Start off with the Ny
Quil like I think
I'll just have a taste
Couple of sips of that then
I gradually graduate
To a harder prescription
drug called
Valium like yeah that's great
I go to take just one and
I end up like having eight
Now I need something
in my stomach cuz I haven't ate
Maybe I'll grab a plate
of nachos and I'll have a steak
And you'd think that with all
I have at stake
Look at my daughters face
Mommy somethings is wrong
with dad I think
He's acting weird again
he's really beginning to scare me
Wont shave his beard again
and he pretends he doesn't hear me
And all he does is eat
Doritos and Cheetos
And he just fell asleep
in his car eating three
musketeers in the rear seat
Sometimes I feel so alone
I just don't know feels like
I been down this road before
So lonely and cold It's like
something takes over me
Soon as I go home
and close the door
Kinda feels like Deja Vu
I wanna get away from
this place I do
But I cant and I wont say
I tried but I know that's a lie
cuz i don't And why
I just don't know
Maybe just a nice cold
brew what's a beer
Thats the devil in my ear
I been sober a fuckin year
And that fucker still talks to me
he's all I can fuckin hear
Marshall come on
we'll watch the game
it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers
And maybe if I just drink half
I'll be half buzzed
for half of the time
Who's that mastermind
behind that little line
With that kind of rational man
I got half a mind
Too have another half of glass
of wine sound asinine yeah
I know But I never had
no problem with alcohol
Ouch look out for the
wall aim for the couch im about
to fall I missed the couch
and down i go looking
like a bouncing ball
Shit must have knocked me out cuz
I didn't feel the ground at all
Wow what the fuck happened
last night where am i
Man fuck am i hungover
and god damn i got a head ache
Shit half a vicodin why cant I
All systems ready
for take off please stand by
Sometimes I feel so alone
I just don't know feels like
I been down this road before
So lonely and cold
It's like something takes over me
Soon as I go home and
close the door
Kinda feels like Deja Vu
I wanna get away from
this place I do
But I cant and I won't say I tried
but I know that's a lie cuz I don't
And why I just don't know
it hits my stomach and ahh
A couple weeks go by
it aint even like im getting high
Now I need it just not
to feel sick yeah im getting by
Wouldn't even be taking this shit if
DeShaun didn't die Oh ya
theres an excuse you lose
Proof so you use
There's new rules it's cool
if it's helping you to get through
It's twelve noon aint no
harm in self inducing a snooze
What else is new
fuck it what would
Elvis do in your shoes
Now here I am three months
later full blown relapse
Just get high until the kids
get home from two holmes relax
And since im convinced that
I'm insomniac I need these
pills to be able to sleep
so i take three naps
Just to be able to function
throughout the day lets see
That's an Ambien each nap
how many valium
Three And that will average
out to about one good hours sleep
Ok so now you see the reason
how come he Has taken four years
just too put out an album b
See me and you we almost
had the same outcome
Heath Cuz that Christmas
you know the pneumonia thing
It was bologna
was it the methadone ya think
Or the Hydrocodone
you hide inside your pornos
Your VCR tape cases with you
Ambien CR great places
to hide ain't it
So you can lie to Haley
I'm going beddy bye
Whitney baby good night Elaina
Go in the room and shut the
bedroom door and wake up
in an ambulance
They said they found me
on the bathroom floor damn
Sometimes I feel so alone
I just don't know feels like
I been down this road before
So lonely and cold It's
like something takes over me
Soon as I go home and
close the door
Kinda feels like Deja Vu
I wanna get away from this place
I do But I cant and
I won't say I tried but I know
that's a lie cuz i don't
And why I just don't know