Album Name

Pound Syndrome

Artist

Hopsin

Genre

랩/힙합

Release Date

2015.07.24

Release Agency

워너뮤직

Ill Mind of Hopsin 7 - Hopsin
It’s us find power
Live life mind power
It’s us find power
Live life mind power
Yo fuck anybody I might alarm
Life is a tour
I sit and ride along
Taking some notes
and then I write the song
I’m staring down the road
my life has gone
Is this where I belong
Is it wrong to not believe in
right and wrong
My mental state is fucking me up
And I cry the pond
while asking you for some answers
But we don’t have that type of bond
That my desires gone
with the way
that I’ve been living lately
If I died right now
you’d turn the fire on
Sick of this bullshit
niggas call me a sellout
Cause I hopped on Christianity
so strongly then I fell out
Now I’m avoiding questions
like a scared dog
with his tail down
Feeling so damn humiliated
because they looking at me
like I’m hellbound
What story should I tell now
I’ll just expose the truth
I'm so close to the fucking edge
I should be close to you
But who the fuck are You
You never showed the proof
And I’m only fucking human yo
what am I supposed to do
There’s way too many
different religions
with vivid descriptions
Begging all fucking men
and women to listen
I can’t even beat my dick
without getting convicted
These ain’t wicked decisions
I got different intentions
I've been itching to get it
I’ve been given assistance
But the whole fucking
system is twisted
Now I’m dealing with this backlash
because Marcus isn't a Christian
And I’ve been told
that my sinful life is an addiction
But I can’t buy it
it’s just too hard to stand beside it
I need an answer
and humans can’t provide it
I look at the Earth and Sun
and I can tell a genius man designed it
It’s truly mind blowing
I can’t deny it
Is heaven real Is it fake
Is it really how I fantasize it
Where’s the Holy Ghost at
How long it take Man to find it
My mind’s a nonstop tape playing
and I can’t rewind it
You gave me a Bible
and expect me not to analyze it
I’m frustrated and you provoked it
I’m not reading that motherfucking
book because a human wrote it
I have a fucking brain
you should know it
You gave it to me to think
to avoid every useless moment
It was a mission
that I had to abort
Cause humans be lying
with such an inaccurate source
It’s gon’ be hard to put me
back on the course
Next Jehovah’s Witness
to come on my porch
I swear I’m slammin’ the door
A lot of folks believe it though
but I’m not surprised
Humans are fucking dumb
still thinking that Pac’s alive
I ain’t trying to take your legacy
and torch it down
I’m just saying I ain’t heard shit
from the horse’s mouth
Just sheep always telling
stories of older guys
Who were notarized by you
when you finally vocalized
Now I’m supposed to bow my head
and close my eyes
And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise
Sounds like a fucking Poltergeist
Show yourself and
then boom it's done
Every rumor’s gone
I no longer doubt this shit
you’re the One
I’ll admit that my sinful
ways was stupid fun
And all my old habits can hop
onto of a roof to plunge
I’ll donate to a charity
that could use the funds
Fuck the club instead of bitches
I’d hang with a group of nuns
And everyone that I ran into would
know what I came to do
I wouldn't take a step
unless it was in the name of You
I hate the fact that I have to believe
You haven’t been chatting
with me like you did Adam and Eve
And I ain’t seen no fucking talking
snake unravel from trees
With an apple to eat
that shit never happens to me
I don’t know if you do or don’t exist
it is driving me crazy
Send your condolences
this is me reaching to you
so don’t forget
If hell is truly your pit of fire
and I get thrown in it
I’mma probably regret the fact
that I ever wrote this shit
My gut feeling says it’s all fake
I hate to say it but fuck it
shit I done lost faith
This isn’t a small phase
my perspective’s all changed
My thoughts just keep picking
shit apart all day
And in my mind I make perfect sense
If you aren’t real
then all my prayers
aren’t worth a cent
That would mean that I could
just make up what my purpose is
And I could just sit in church
and say fuck in the services
Man what if Jesus was a facade
Then that would mean
the government’s god
I feel like they’ve been
brainwashing us with a lot
So much that we don’t even notice
that we’re stuck in the box
Man everything is what if
why is it always what if
Planet Earth what if
the universe what if
My sacrifice what if
my afterlife what if
Every fucking thing that deals
with you is fucking suspect
I’m fucking done
I’m fucking done
This is my fucking life
and I’m living it
I’m having fun
If you really care for me
prove that I need to live carefully
But I’ll be damned
if I put my own pleasure
aside for an afterlife
that isn’t even guaranteed
We are you and you’re us
stop playing games
My life’s all I got
and heaven is all in my brain
And when I feel I am in hell
my ideas are what get me through pain
Do as you please
and I’ll just do me
I’m a human
I’ll stay in my lane
Ill mind