Album Name

4:44

Artist

JAY-Z

Genre

랩/힙합

Release Date

2017.07.07

Release Agency

Universal Music Group

4:44 - JAY Z
Do I find it so hard
When I know in my heart
I'm letting you down every day
Letting you down every day
Why do I keep on running away
Look I apologize often womanize
Took for my child to be born
See through a woman's eyes
Took for these natural twins
to believe in miracles
Took me too long for this song
I don't deserve you
I harass you out in Paris
Please come back to Rome
you make it home
We talked for hours
when you were on tour
Please pick up the phone
pick up the phone
I said Don't embarrass me
instead of Be mine
That was my proposal
for us to go steady
That was your 21st birthday
You mature faster than me
I wasn't ready
So I apologize
I seen the innocence leave your eyes
I still mourn this death and
I apologize for all the stillborns
'Cause I wasn't present
your body wouldn't accept it
I apologize to all the women whom I
Toyed with your emotions
because I was emotionless
And I apologize 'cause at
your best you are love
And because I fall short of
what I say I'm all about
Your eyes leave with the soul
that your body once housed
And you stare blankly into space
Thinkin' of all the time
you wasted it on all this basic shit
So I apologize
I'm never gonna treat you
I'm never gonna treat you
like I should
I apologize
Our love was one for the ages
and I contained us
And all this ratchet shit and
we more expansive
Not meant to cry and die alone
in these mansions
Or sleep with our back turned
We supposed to vacay
'til our backs burn
We're supposed to laugh
'til our heart stops
And then meet in a space
where the dark stop
And let love light the way
Like the men before me
I cut off my nose to spite my face
I never wanted another
woman to know
Something about me
that you didn't know
I promised I cried
I couldn't hold
I suck at love
I think I need a do-over
I will be emotionally available
if I invited you over
I stew over
what if you over my shit
I'm never gonna treat you
I'm never gonna treat you
like I should
And if my children knew
I don't even know what I would do
If they ain't look at me the same
I would prob'ly die
with all the shame
You did what with who
What good is a menage a trois
when you have a soulmate
You risked that for Blue
If I wasn't a superhero in your face
My heart breaks for the day
I have to explain my mistakes
And the mask goes away
and Santa Claus is fake
And you go online and see
For Blue's tooth
the tooth fairy didn't pay
I'm never gonna treat you
like I should