Album Name

Restoration

Artist

BJ The Chicago Kid, Lecrae

Genre

랩/힙합

Release Date

2020.08.21

Release Agency

POVU Collective

Please forgive me if I mess up
Knowing that you
watch is so much pressure
Still God I thank I’ll never let up
So everyday when
I see the sun come up Imma say
Let’s get it ya
Get it done
Everyday proving
that I'm still your son
If you hear me and you with me
Heaven not too far far as I can tell
You just gotta go
through a little hell
Ain't no prescription
for my brokeness
No pills for hopelessness
I still pop them tryna cope with it
I cry from loneliness
Devil played his
part and played me
I’m foolish
Grew too lazy
God said take heed lest you fall
But I'm such an october baby
Need you to hold me down
World tryna slow me down
Know me now
Know my vices
Kryptonites
They entice me
Til I slowly drown
Now I’m on holy ground
Can't fight these battles alone
They after my home
They after my mind
They after my time
You said I’m an heir
They after the throne
I thought I was running
from demons
But maybe I'm running from me
And my tether is roaming
We running from clones
We talking ‘bout running the city
But most of us running from home
Running from trauma and poverty
I hit the lottery
I thought they'd leave me alone
Look at me
Richer than ever
But poor as a beggar
When you look inside of my soul
Broke the sacred rules
And payed a lot of dues on my soul
Almost lost my family
Drank the devil’s juice on my soul
Thought I was immune
A superhuman fool on my soul
If I lose my life somehow
I still don't lose on my soul
Please forgive me if I mess up
Knowing that you
watch is so much pressure
Still God I Thank I’ll never let up
So everyday when I see
the sun come up Imma say
Let’s get it
Get it done
Everyday proving
that I'm still your son
If you hear me and you with me
Heaven not too far far as I can tell
You just gotta
go through a little hell
Oh my God
How I beat the odds
How I beat the charge
Oh my God
How you make the moon
How you speak the stars
Oh my God
When they see my flaws
They gone call me fraud
I was lost
Blinded by applause
Now I know my calling
Said I admit it
Im counting the minutes
They coming to get it
Go tell them I’m with it
They killed a messiah
They don't have no limits
So what they gone do to me
Give me my sentence
Or hit me with venom
I don't have opinions
All I got is patience
And a couple pennies
I aint independent
Leaning on the spirit
I know we gone win it
So go hang the pennants
I was in a mansion
going out my mind
Had the doctors on the line
Wifey crying
Momma crying
We'll be fine
Know I’m lying
I ain’t wanna live
My babies need me live
Come too far to shut my eyes
But all this pain I can't survive
But God said hold up
I got it
I do this
He lifted my head up
And help me get to it
He gave me the beauty for ashes
I blew it
I thought I was ruined
He started renewing
I look at my life
I'm like what is you doing
He look at my life
He like already knew it
And yet I still love you
I'm walking you through it
Your actions are foolish
But I know you're human
Please forgive me if I mess up
Knowing that you
watch is so much pressure
Still God I thank I’ll never let up
So everyday when
I see the sun come up Imma say
Let’s get it
Get it done
Everyday proving
that I'm still your son
If you hear me and you with me
Heaven not to far far as I can tell
You just gotta go through
a little hell