Album Name

The Search

Artist

NF

Genre

랩/힙합

Release Date

2019.07.26

Release Agency

Universal Music Group

I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it
then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Yeah late nights
are the worst for me
They bring out the worst in me
Mind runnin'
got me feelin' like it hurts to
think
If this is all that I wanted
I don't want it
gotta be more for me
All the core beliefs
And every mornin' I wake up
and feel like I am not worth it
'cause I'm at war with peace
I go to Hell
walk up to the corpse of me
Look at the body like
You ain't nothin'
but poor and weak
It's kinda weird
Lately I been feelin'
like the only way
for me to get away is
if I pour the drink
That's more deceit more defeat
Is this really
what I'm born to be
That's what you get for thinkin'
you're unique
So poor but I'm so wealthy
Need help but you can't help me
What else can the world sell me
Tell me lies
I still buy 'em
like they're goin' outta stock
But it's not healthy
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it
then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Yeah late nights
get the best of me
They know how to get to me
Suicide thoughts come
and go like a guest to me
But I don't wanna die
I just wanna get relief
So don't talk to me
like you think I'm so successful
What is success
when hope has left you
I am not a spokesman
I'm a broken record
I'm sick of doin' interviews
'cause I hate myself agh
Come across like it's so easy
But I feel like you don't need me
When I feel like you don't need me
Then I feel like you don't see me
And my life has no meaning
drain me
Hands out tryna ask for love
But when I get it
I just pass it up
Throw it away
and think about it later
Diggin' through the trash
for drugs
Wish I could give you
what you needed but I can't
I'm scared because
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it
then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
I walk through the ashes
of my passions
Reminiscin' with the baggage
in my casket
Get lost in the questions
I can't answer
Can't stand who I am
but it don't matter
We scream to be free
but I stay captured
Knee-deep in defeat
of my own actions
Feel weak but the peace
that I keep lacking
Keeps speakin' to me
but I can't have it
But I can't have it
Keeps speakin' to me
but I can't have it
But I can't have it
Keeps speakin' to me
but I can't have it
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it
then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Hate myself
But it's hard when I hate myself
Hate myself
But it's hard when I hate myself
When I hate myself
It's kinda hard when I hate myself
I hate myself
It's hard when I hate myself