Album Name

Arcade (Deluxe Edition)

Artist

Topaz Jones

Genre

랩/힙합

Release Date

2018.01.08

Release Agency

POVU Collective

Grass (Survivor`s Guilt) - Topaz Jones
I found love
a great distraction from checking
The evening news
and staying up
on what’s happening ain't it
I'm just praying
that I live past these deadlines
They trying to make some
footnotes out of headlines
Is blood thicker
than water when it's red wine
Pour some more
Kool-Aid it's bedtime
Some of us woke
some of us won't
Some others choke
under the pressure of the law
No investors mean
to sell the closest thing
they ever get
To a semester that's abroad
And the K over 9 only time
they're checking for my dogs
But I'm riding still
me and my survivor's guilt
In these same shoes nobody
thought that I could fill
When my folks split
I was playing Dr Phil
Blocked it out
did anything
in my power not to feel
Now it's all coming back
ain't that about a bitch
Time is money
I should spend it
like it's counterfeit

I found love
I think it happened
Because I wasn't so wrapped up
In acting like I'm a person
who's perfect
I'm seeing people
who got a whole lot on they plate
Only thing that ain't been
served is a purpose
It's hot as shit in my kitchen
Promise you'd probably
say to hell with it
And turn up the furnace
Apologize for my grandma
but I've been rapping better
Now I can't give no fuck
how she react to my curses
I'm young enough to believe
that the world's
as small as this
Alternative universe
we all so immersed in
Dumb enough to be feeling
for that same old attention
You quenching your thirst with
The true facade is to swallow
the narcoleptic narcotic
Sometimes I choose not to listen
filters we use to be vintage
She wonder why so nostalgic
it's to acknowledge
That something
in the future was missing

Don't be afraid
to speak your mind
Soon you'll find
it ain't cracked up to
what it's supposed to be
Don't hesitate
what use take your time
When you find love
when you find love