Album Name

Was It Even Real?

Artist

Olivia O'Brien

Genre

POP

Release Date

2019.04.26

Release Agency

Universal Music Group

purpleworld - Olivia O`Brien
You said I wasn't
just another girl to you
a girl to use
I said you don't care
you said
I swear I do I swear it's true
So how can you just turn
around and block me out
Your actions don't reflect
the words that left your mouth
I was right to be skeptical
Knew it was wrong from the jump
and I let you know
But somehow I still couldn't
let you go
Guess it's not in my blood
to be sensible
Maybe it was inevitable
Wish I didn't have
such a sensitive soul
Wish it was somethin'
that I could control
Said I should just pack up
and head on the road
But you reassured me
that it wasn't like that
Said I meant somethin'
to you and I liked that

'Cause if I knew my worth
I would never speak to you again
If I knew my worth
I wouldn't even want to be friends
Oh no no no
'Cause if I stopped hittin' you up
then we'd just never talk at all
Talk at all
But I'd still drop everything
to answer my phone
if you called me
But I know you won't
I know I know
I know you won't yeah
I thought you cared you don't
I know I know
I know you don't yeah
I've never known
how it feels to be liked back
I know I know
I know you won't yeah
I know I know
Oh no
I know you don't yeah
Maybe that's why I keep on
runnin' right back
So here I go again
makin' up some dumb excuses
Don't know why I keep
forgivin' you
I must be fuckin' stupid
Promise one day you gon' realize
how much you fuckin' losin'
And I won't care
I've been talkin' to your brother
he said that you found
another girl
Hope she's everything I wasn't
I'm just from another world
So I'ma stay there
'Cause it's safe there
In my purple world
I live in a purple world
Lavender highs and violet lows
I started seeing purple
all around me
everywhere I go
It once was just a pretty color
and then it reminded me of you
Now it reminds me
of something much bigger
Of the things that I can do
A fresh start a new meaning
A strong vibration a light beaming
In everything that I keep seeing
In a purple world a purple feeling